I'm confused about what should I write?

I'm confused about what should I write?
About love? but I do not feel it now.
Love? What is love? what is the meaning of love?
How do you know that you feel love someone?
Why do you love him? because he was good-looking?
Or
Because he was a rich man? and others.
So what about this man who called Jesus Christ? Do you love Him?
I suppose, we are not was too love Him
To seek Him alone, we don't want to because it's are too much pleasure that hinders us
To listen to Him alone, we are too many reasons not want to hear because we prefer to hear the things that destroy our minds
How many times do you seek Him and find Him, and how many times you listen to him speak in your heart
Don't love someone before you meet and love Him because from Him you will learn how to love everyone even your enemies

Isaiah 53:3-5 NIV
3 He was despised and rejected by men, a man of sorrows, and familiar with suffering. Like one from whom men hide their faces he was despised, and we esteemed him not. 4 Surely he took up our infirmities and carried our sorrows, yet we considered him stricken by God, smitten by him, and afflicted. 5 But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed.